Friday, September 18, 2009

in a funk

So I haven't been myself lately. I don't know how I got into this funk but I am there. I haven't been this depressed in several years. I can't seem to think any postive thoughts. I cry at the drop of a hat. I am just really unhappy with myself. I know that I need to make some changes but not sure where to start. I know I have a lot to think about and I am not to good at this soul searching stuff. My 4 mile race is tonight and I am a little fearful of how I will do. I fear that I will fail. Sorry for such a downer of a post, I just needed to get that off my chest.

4 comments:

AVONLadyinSC said...

It happens to all of us. You may want to go see your family dr and find out. There are so many health problems that can cause depression that are easily managed. I hope you start feeling better soon, hang in there. Not to mention there are millions of medicines out there that you can take for a very brief period of time to help you feel better. (I work as a guidance counselor full time, and AVON is my fun part time job) Take care :)

Ashley Pizarro said...

Hey! Cheer up! :) You are going to rock on your run tonight! Just remember that you alive, healthy, and people love you!

Rachel said...

feel better, girl! if you need anything email me (even just to vent or let it out to a stranger)

itsaher{at}gmail{dot}com

Perfectly Pleasant said...

I hope your run went well!